What are you looking for...

So, I am at work, speaking with one of my esteemed colleagues about the trials and tribulations of looking for love in Jacksonville. He asks me "what are you looking for? Sex or love?" It stopped me dead in my tracks. Well, both are great, aren't they?? My tastes lean to younger men. I attracted to them for the sex? Could I possibly fall in love with a younger man? Deep question. I do enjoy the sex. But what about the older men? What am I afraid of? Does dating younger men keep me from a true committed relationship. I say I want to fall in love and find that one who I will love and cherish and with whom I would share the rest of my life. Is that what I really want. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. Do I just want a companion? Many great questions.

The next blog post will deal with the question....have you really ever loved someone? That one I will ponder and get back with you all. In the meantime, you think about it, too! What is it and have I really experienced it and do I really want it??? Until then, a searching I will go!